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Monday, February 14, 2011

Mixed Feelings

The other class is exactly what I wanted, the same old group, N with me, the later time.

But,

I kind of loved the idea of early class, 9:30. 

I kind of liked that it was mixed. 

I kind of liked the people that were in it with me. 

Now, I don’t know what I want.

Or I do, I just don’t want to say it. 

 


Uncertainty

I just don't know. 

 

I've always said to myself to not follow friends with classes, but aren't I doing just that? 

I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. 

 

 

I just don't know. 


I don't think I'm happy. 


Friday, February 11, 2011

screw laziness

I drew something! 

Screw laziness! 

It's not really good but it's better than nothing. :)

Too lazy to add in Pa7NaSS or my name right, but there you go.


Lazy

So freaking lazy. 

I'm such a freaking lazy person. 

I have, my hand, my fingers have the urge to draw, they have the URGE, that doesn't happen frequently. But, but I'm just too lazy to draw. 

I'm too lazy to exersize, I'm too lazy to do stuff. 

I keep myself from achieving my goals. I hold myself back on purpose. 

Screw you laziness. 

Screw me for being lazy. 

My hands are twitching, they have a need to draw today. My mind holds me back. 

Why?


2012

I was always scared about the end of the world. 

I didn't believe all that crap that it's ending in 2012. 

But tonight I understood about imam al heja (we believe in him) and how everything's good and realized I have nothing to be scared about. 

Galbi irtaa7.. il7amdila.



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